There was a girl who always wore blue nail polish. Not a deep or royal blue, nor a bright blue, but a blue all the same. I always noticed, even when no one else did. She would try a different polish now and then but always came back to the familiar blue, and it made me wonder why.
Sorry for your problrmz. Youre cool dont let people bug you.
This blog is not in use. Now at theunnaturalfall
I love you, you crazy, beautiful girl. I'm sorry, truly I am. Nobody deserves to feel worthless, least of all you, and definitely not now. I wish that I wasn't such a coward, and that I could make you happy. I wish that life were simple, and I wish you could see the one universal truth. Please don't hurt yourself. Do it for me. For now and forever: I love you.
You're not a monster. You're only a girl. One who needs some extra love and attention right now. And that's okay.
I love you, and you know that. But all I can say is that if you believe this to be true then we need to talk more often because EVERYONE. EVERY. SINGLE. PERSON. who I’ve held close recently has proven that fact to be true. Either by telling me or showing me. And I can’t take it anymore. I can’t.
You're not a burden. You never have been. I know it's not my job. It is everybody's job to make sure everybody is well loved. And don't think you don't deserve it. Everybody deserves it. Everyone needs to be loved. Don't stop yourself from fulfilling this.
I love you so much. And I just now saw your post. And oh my god. Oh my god. Why do you hate yourself so much? How did you get to this point? Rhetorical. Stop hurting yourself. Stop fucking hurting yourself. Stop. It's not worth it. I may not fully understand the feelings that cause you to do this, but I know that you CANT let those feelings get the best of you. Stop. Stop in the name of your childhood. Your friends. Your family. Your existence. Stop. It needs to end. I will see that it does.
I thank you so much for your concern and for this message, but it’s not your job to fix me and the only reason I say that is because you do not need that burden. No one does.
Why I’m Leaving this Blog
major major trigger warning around the middle. However there is some info I would like all of you to read so I’ll put bolded warnings before and after that section.
Best wishes, and try to breathe.
I'll be sorry to see you go, but more importantly: I hope you find a safe place. and I hope you feel better. And I know that the next thing I say can sound ridiculous, and meaningless sometimes, but it really helps me when I feel like I'm drowning so here it is: just remember, This too shall pass. So I wish you good luck and happiness and contentedness and love, for yourself and others and from others as well.
i wish i could help you, by any means
The support and love I’ve recieved for you guys has been so very helpful. Whenever I’ve felt lost or scared or worthless I’ve been able to come on here and stop feeling those things for a little while. But there are just too many painful things connected with this blog in particular, and I need a new start. So thank you for being there, that’s all I could ever ask <3
I will either be deleting this blog completely or abandoning it.
Thank you for all those who have been there for me the past few years.